an ongoing conversation is easier for me if there are responses directly to each others statements.

I am responding now to Alan's most recent post.

what particularly drew me to this course was
"holographic objects have no weight and that makes them sad"--so, possible consideration of the similitude between avatars and ghosts?

also that if avatars are anorectic (by nature? by choice? do avatars have volition toward reversals of what they have inherited as part of a lineage of avatars?)then is it possible for them to also be inverse-anorectic and what could that look like? if we consider entropy (in the context of A's reference of the holographic universe) is it not possible that the melancholy of avatars has to do with the entropy (latent capacity) that they carry within them? an awareness that their progressions beyond the strictures of anorexias of many sorts are also there with them, just out of reach somehow?

or, what is it to have your upcoming (healed) form somewhere in the queue of your consciousness while you are simultaneously unable (in a moment) to inhabit that as identity?